It happened for countless times.
I don't know why it even happened,
don't know why it's happening again.
But now,I HATE the fact that it's happening again.
Just blame myself,
Because I'm the one who caused it to happen in the first place.
it's childish and stupid,
and most importantly,
I'll be the one who gets hurt in the end,
every time when it ends.
Because I will never get what I hoped for,
I will be laughed at.