Pensive

I think too much, I guess. But I just couldn't put all these things aside. I'm trying to understand what is going on, thinking about the things I had done in the past, thinking whether I have chosen the right path after all. And often times I literally became scared, thinking about what I was doing all the time in my life, and assuring myself that I have not spend my entire life wisely.

And what will happen in the future? More specifically, how am I doing by those times? I wish someone can give me answers to all this, because when I live on, whenever I take the next step forward, I become so blur and confused.

Maybe I should be more independent and just trust myself.